The fans' have blocked my lettering-emails', in hundreds of thousands of letters addressed to me everyday, via my network, so I can not write and or talk about issues to my family in direct contacting mailing systems', unsaid. Thus making love approaches and emotional outreaching more sifficult in a one sided lettering system, that everyone gets to read. Thanks for that, yeah. Two familes, two brothers', a husband and one mother and aunty.